Tag: self care

I’ve spent my entire life learning or researching history! Ever since I could remember, I had an invisible pull towards researching history. Doesn’t matter what the topic is, if I want answer to how exactly everything unfolded, I will go through lengths to figure it out. There’s one thing that I know is fact, everything they taught us in school is lie. They never told us the entire truth in regards to the events that have occurred throughout this world. I will never trust any source with data without performing my own research because there people in this world that are in charge and they will always lie to make themselves look good but we all know that they are just walking demons invading our GODLY lives.

I remember 9/11 like it was yesterday. Unfortunately, I personal believe that this event was created by our own government to hid trillions in theft from the government from the higher ups.

On April 19, 1995, at 9:02 a.m. a forty-eight-hundred-pound ammonium nitrate–fuel oil bomb exploded in a Ryder truck parked at the north entrance of the Alfred P. Murrah Federal Building in downtown Oklahoma City, killing 168 people and injuring approximately 850. The governor’s office reported that thirty children were orphaned, 219 children lost at least one parent, 462 people were left homeless, and seven thousand people lost their workplace.

I personally feel this wasn’t a random event. This attack had something to do with high ups covering up their crimes and getting away with it. Obviously this is my personal opinions.

The Columbine High School massacre was a school shooting and attempted bombing that occurred at Columbine High School in Columbine, Colorado United States, on April 20, 1999.

Another example of pure evil lurking around this world. The demonic souls that were inside of these kids just left their bodies after they died and went to search for another host.

Then, you have this bullshit War On Terror that these demons created to still resources and money from the Middle East and Africa. I feel horrible for the countless lives that were sacrificed just for devils to get rich. I’m sorry for all of the men and women who had to give up their freedom and lives to make some old rich loser rich, some fucking coward that would never put their life on the line for someone else.

GOOD vs. evil

GOOD WILL ALWAYS WIN! I know this has been a long war but be patient, the WAR is almost over!

I’m a psychopath!

Here’s the true meaning – Psychopathy is not a formal clinical diagnosis. The term is often used to refer to symptoms of antisocial personality disorder (ASPD), like low empathy, manipulation tendencies, and lack of remorse.

I’m not sure if I was born this way or if all of the years of torment turned me into one. The thing I’m most certain of is the fact that GOD made me this way and we all know that GOD doesn’t make mistakes.

No, I’m not out here doing evil things, I do my best not to commit sin and if I do commit sin, I ask GOD to allow me to repent for my sins from the past, future and present.

The reason that I know this information about myself is because it’s very important you understand who you really are! I don’t care what society wants you to be, the only thing I care about is everyone knowing who they are and loving who they are!

After learning who I am, it made things in my life a lot easier! From being a parent to being a business owner! Understanding that I want my kids to be better than me in all aspects of life made me realize when it comes to people I care about, I’m the most loving creature but people on the outside of my empire has to show me they deserve to be treated in such way!

AT THE END OF THE DAY, IF YOU TREAT ME WITH RESPECT, I WILL TREAT YOU WITH RESPECT!

IF YOU DISRESPECT ME IN ANY WAY, I WILL TREAT YOU LIKE YOU DON’T EXIST!

In my opinion, a good neighbor is someone who is respectful, caring, and social!

During 2020, my family and I were living in Florida and we got hit by a category 4 hurricane. The area lost power for 5 days and I didn’t buy a generator to keep power on during the power outage.

Both neighbors on the each side of me offered up a few slots of their own generators so my family could have power to the important items. Every since then I basis my neighbors off of those two because they didn’t have to help me out but they choice to be a caring neighbor.

I rewarded both neighbors over for a hurricane cookout since we had a lot of food and nothing else to do after the clean up!

Evolving into the man GOD needed me to be!

I had to look myself in the mirror and ask myself is this the man I was intended to me? At the time, the answer was no. I wasn’t the man I was intended to be, I knew I was meant for better things and I knew there were a few things I needed to change to become better!

I started changing my daily routine, I started to get rid of bad habits that were holding me back, but most importantly I started getting rid of bad apples in my life. Once I got rid of the bad apples, I started to appreciate the true people I had in my life and I also started focusing on my goals.

When you reach that point in your life where you know its time to evolve to the next level, there are certain things you have to be willing to get rid of. Some people are meant to hold you back and that’s it! Get rid of those types of people and focus on your personal growth!

I don’t have a favorite artists. I enjoy everyone’s creativity. The fact that someone could sit down and create a masterpiece from scratch just from the information that they gathered inside of their brain is by far one of the things I admire most about people!

I will always support someone’s choice to express themselves!

I’ve loved baseball since the first time I watched a game on T.V! I’ve played baseball from the very beginning! Before there were girls, business, or kids. There was baseball waiting right there for me. I was able to escape the world that I was in and just drift off into my oasis and feel pure joy!

I grew a major fondness in baseball early on in my life. I’ve always played the game; I did tee ball and played all the way through high school. But I started to fall in love with the sport when I was watching it.

Baseball became a vital part to my life during grade school. Through baseball, I learned lessons of patience, mindfulness and fortitude. It was baseball that brought me the most profound senses of joy and accomplishment.

That’s why even at an old age I try to join a league and play slow-pitch softball because it brings me a since of joy and excitement from my childhood that I need at times!