Author: RJ Robinson

My ideal home is built away from other humans. The only people I want near me are my family! Not to far away from the nearest town but far away where my family and I have peace and quiet.

For the longest time, I wanted to own at least 40 acres. I would grow crops to help my family survive. I would go out and hunt or fish for meats, so my family and I could stock up on meats that should last us through the winters. With some of the area on the land, I could build something to keep the kids entertained.

Owning land is the mission I set out for and I will complete this mission!

Watching my kids do anything from building something from their imagination with legos! Watching them read books or solve math problems! Watching them draw something and get excited about it! Watching the JOY on their faces because they accomplished something they set out to do!

Being a father is by far the most amazing thing, I have every achieved in my life! I will never understand how a so called man can make a child and then abandon them. Those types of man will never ever be a man in my book, and if it was up to me, I would wipe them from the face of the planet. They don’t deserve to share the same oxygen and resources of this beautiful planet!

Well I was born in the late 80s, and once I was pushed out and cleaned up. My mother name me Rashad. I was born blind in my right eye. I never really got a full explanation of the reason why I was born blind. I know I was supposed to be a twin but my other twin died while we were inside my mother’s belly. I always wondered if I was responsible for the death of my twin but I guess we will never know.

Being born blind meant, my right eye never developed into a normal looking eye. So every time I came in contact with a new person, the first thing they would notice is my birth affect. People can be really cruel to people who are different than them. I was called a beast, monster, a weirdo, and different ever since I was a baby. When you call a child something over and over again, that child will grow up to become what you call it because a child’s brain is still developing. I was an emotionally weak child, I didn’t become stronger until the summer after 8th grade year because my dad taught me that confidence is everything and I shouldn’t care what other people thought of me. So I took that as go out and get what I want and don’t care about anyone else in the process.

I lived the next 20 years by that model, I did learn to grow a little and love a few people along the way. But, you needed to show me you were loyal to me before I showed any type of love towards you.

Everything changed once I had my first kid, I knew the way I was living wasn’t the best version of myself. I knew this wasn’t the reason GOD gave me life. I started a new beginning in my life and that’s when I started going by RJ. This is where I started my JOURNEY back to the promise land! What I learned along the way is that I am one of GOD’s favorite sons. I am one of the many CHOOSEN ONES that live on this planet! WE ARE RISING UP AND WE ARE READY TO MAKE THIS PLANET GODLY AGAIN!